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Ash Wednesday

Joel 2:12-18; Ps. 51:3-6, 12-14, 17; 2 Cor. 5:20-6:2; Mat. 6:1-6, 16-18

“Rend your hearts…now is the day of salvation.  And your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you.”  These lines coming from the three readings of today summarize today’s message of Lent.  Which is harder to make a spiritual inventory of our lives and reveal all the hidden sin we have covered up or to make a sacrifice of the flesh through fasting and almsgiving?  It is the former that is more difficult to make and it creates the “gift at the altar” for the latter to follow.  God’s blessing upon the latter is multiplied by the work of the former in a fearless moral inventory we rend our hearts to Jesus. 

To “rend your hearts” requires honesty of the ego to squeeze our hearts of the full significance of our sin.  It reveals the impact not only on the sinner but on everyone impacted by the sin.  It is tempting to reason “no harm done” when we skim the surface of our hearts than to consider the harm that does happen to our relationships with God and with others.  “Rend your hearts” to the truth that sin is the weapon that destroys our image of Christ and opens the wounds on the cross.  Bleeding is our integrity, honesty, faithfulness and our hope of salvation.  “Once saved always saved” is the lie of the evil one to deceive us and bring complacency and denial to our sins.  If sin is a rock that strikes the calm waters then the ripple effect is an honest appraisal of all impacted by that one act of sin. 

In the field of recovery from addictions there is the “Fourth Step” of the Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions.  It states, “Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves”.  If fear is considered as inverted faith then our fears drive us away from faith and right action.  “If today you hear his voice harden not your hearts” with the courage of faith to search for the divine will ready to be the spoken word.  Faith delivers God’s mercy to liberate us of sin and bring truth to our moral compass. 

The liberated go forth to offer gifts of sacrifice in the form of prayer, penance, and charity.  It is surprising that the “old” tradition of fasting that has lost its brilliance in an age of indulgence is resurfacing for its great health benefits.  It is being promoted as a form of detoxifying the body yet the body and the soul are one.  What is good for the body is good for the soul and vice versa.  In fasting the soul is also being cleansed of its hunger for indulgence in the form of a spiritual discipline.  It is the one body and soul that is the temple of the Lord and together there is a purification in fasting to strengthen the virtue of temperance, that is regaining the right balance as the temple of God.  Who would of “thunk it” that the old returns as new again?  That is a recognition that there is one truth and it lies in God.  God is the creator of natural law we are called to follow.

In the perfection of obedience to the natural law of God we are purified to offer our gifts of charity and see them multiplied by grace.  It is the perfect way into the spiritual law of God to open our hearts to the great commandment to love God above all and our neighbor as ourselves.  In this is revealed the true image of Christ in us to be holy and perfect as your heavenly Father is holy and perfect.  It begins this day for those who take up the call to “rend your hearts…now is the day of salvation.  And your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you” beyond what our eyes have not seen and our hearts have not felt, what he has prepared for us. 

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Solemnity of Our Lord Jesus Christ, King of the Universe

Dn. 7: 13-14; Ps. 93: 1, 2, 5; Rev. 1: 5-8; Jn. 18: 33b-37

For the past weeks the readings have been about the coming of the messiah and his kingdom.  The kingdom is not of this world but with today’s celebration of the Solemnity of Our Lord Jesus Christ, King of the Universe we recognize he is not of this world but is in this world.  “The Lord is King, he is robed in majesty.  Jesus Christ is the first born of the dead and ruler of the kings of the earth.”  If Jesus Christ is ruler of the kings of the earth then why is there so much evil still in this world?   The world is becoming more secular and leaders of nations feel no obligation to a “higher power” we call God.  The answer lies in his priests, prophets, and kings that is to say his kingdom is in us and the difference we make in this world. 

There is a group of religious called the Sisters of Divine Providence whose devotion and faith is based on the belief God is working with us, through us, and in us for his divine plan and if we belong to the “peoples, nations and languages (who) serve him” his divine providence will be seen in this world.  The hand of God is leading us and in our prayer life we discern the will of the Father and our joy. 

Today is the final Sunday of the Church year.  This is our “New Year’s Eve”.   It marks the end of all our offerings of love, service, and worship to God this past year and a time for reflection.  Taking time to reflect on “the big picture” of our life, am I closer to God?  Is our family living the faith we profess in Church at home?  What about this community of St. Francis Xavier, is there life in the church and how do we contribute to this life as a stronger community of faith?  Just like in any New Year’s resolution it begins by looking back at the path we have followed and how we have made God the center of this journey of life we follow. 

This is also a Sunday to give thanks for all the blessings this past year.  If we count our blessings one by one, we realize we would never come to an end in recognizing how good God is and how much more we could receive if we live the gospel message “let thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.”  These days there seems to be a renewed interest in journaling but unlike in the past when you looked for a nice cover journal with blank pages to write on the new method is guided more like a planner.  These journals help in setting priorities for each day, recording achievements, evaluating progress, and planning for the future.  You establish your goals for recreation, education, career, nutrition, personal development, name it track it!  This Sunday we should make our New Year’s resolution to name our spiritual goals or God’s call for this coming year.  Name it, prayer life, service, charity, family devotions, adoration with the Lord, visiting nursing homes, church life and then consider the endless list of opportunities to fulfill those goals.  The opportunities are here then track it.  God is not done with us yet.  Jesus’ prayer is for unity that we may all be one as he is in the Father that we may be in him.  This is God’s call for a personal relationship with his Son our Lord Jesus Christ, King of the Universe. 

As we take time to look back on this year we can be the judge of our life with God.  We begin by recognizing how faithful were we to coming to Mass, going to confession when we missed Mass or when we knew we had sinned against God and neighbor.  For what we did to others we did to God, good and bad, feed the hungry or neglect the orphan God was present.  With the end of the year comes Advent.  Advent comes from the Latin meaning for “coming” and is a time of preparation for the coming of Jesus Christ his year in our lives.  It is a time of joy and self-preparation for receiving more of Jesus in our hearts.  Christ the King is with us but how much of him we receive depends on our self-preparation.  This Sunday we can make a resolution for greater self-preparation for the coming year that we may experience his divine providence daily with joy.  There was a time when I was very traditional with all my New Year’s resolutions in the secular world.  It included goals to lose weight, exercise more, lower my cholesterol, or read more.  Over the years at some point it took a turn towards areas of human development such as to be more patient, have greater humility, and “come out of my shell” meaning less introverted.  As part of the diaconate formation we were asked to set goals for spirituality, service, study, and then track it.  This was our form of journaling. 

Let us consider how we would establish our spiritual goals for the coming year.  The first thought is our prayer life.  Consider when we pray, morning upon rising, for meals during the day, at bedtime or even as we drive to work or school.  Consider how we pray with set prayers, the rosary, the chaplet of divine mercy, as a family, in our own words, by coming to adoration, and in the celebration of the Eucharist in Mass.  Consider what we pray, our adoration of God, our contrition, our supplication and our thanksgiving for the blessings of the day, the moment, the answered prayer.  What about our Sacraments?  This is the call for coming to Confirmation, Convalidation of Marriage, coming into full communion in the Church through Rite of Christian Initiation.  Call and set up an appointment to see a priest and prepare to receive the fullness of faith.  

What about penance as a spiritual goal in atonement for our sins and those of someone we know or for the whole world?  Penance is not high on the list of many in fact we generally only reflect on penance when we go to confession.  Have you ever wished you could intervene to help someone who was committing sin but felt helpless in that situation?  You hear, pray for them.  Prayer is a form of penance, an offering of self for others.  When we go to confession we may have the priest say as a form of penance something like “say an Our Father and three Hail Mary’s”, or read a particular scripture or prayer card.  It is penance that is very specific in its action.  When we make an offering of penance in our prayer it becomes very specific in nature, praying a set number of rosaries, coming to a set number of Saturday devotions in Mass, name it, track it.  Penance not only helps to purify us, it also serves to work in the mystery of God’s love for all his people, his plan of salvation, the greater good and in divine providence. 

One thing I am discovering is that age plays tricks on memory unless you write it down where you can review it and even use that review as a form of prayer and reflection.  Now if I see a rise in sales for journals this week, I am not making a pitch for “Black Friday” or “Cyber Monday” shopping.  Society is ruled by the power of the almighty dollar which if you notice continues to lose value and buying power.  Its’ value changes by the politics and economics of the world yet this is what governs a Godless nation and peoples.  Our king and kingdom is not of this world and its value is endless, constant, and universal.  Christ the King gives us an eternal wedding feast (Rv. 19:9) and in the Mass we participate and receive what is eternal, good, blessed, and personal.  We are not alone in this celebration. With us are our faithfully departed loved ones, the saints, and our Blessed Mother who we will see again in his coming. 

I will give thanks that God can use this to guide a soul to him and for a greater good.  This is the time for our spiritual new year’s resolutions.  So many graces are lost for the unprepared soul.  It is with thanksgiving that we end the year and with joy that we prepare for the coming year.  Let us be a well prepared soul for his coming is at hand.  Let us be ready to answer the call of our King of Glory and live in his kingship. 

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Ash Wednesday at OLLU

Ash Wednesday 2017

1 Jl 2:12-18; 2 Cor 5:20-6:2; Mt 6:1-6, 16-18

In an acceptable time I heard you, and on the day of salvation I helped you.  Behold now is a very acceptable time; behold, now is the day of salvation.” 

Today we fulfill the 1st reading, history is alive in us his ambassadors.  We assemble at Our Lady of the Lake University as those elders in professors, students, staff, family, and friends to proclaim our faith.  We make an altar of sacrifice as a people of God and God cannot deny himself in his righteousness.

Christ fulfills the sacrifice we are to receive in the Eucharist for righteousness that we may receive the gift of his mercy.  What is our gift on the altar?  A confession of faith, the recognition of our sinfulness, obedience to his will so we may be his ambassadors to the world.  Through us, with us and in us we become the righteousness of God in him.  This is our purpose and our destiny through the gifts he wills to multiply and spread each according to his providence.

South Texas is a windy area, especially if you go out to the gulf.  Imagine being a sailboat out in the waters of the Gulf.  The boat is your soul.  Where is your soul headed?  It is being guided by the sail of faith.  What is the wind that drives it?  The wind we seek is that of the Holy Spirit.  It strengthens our faith and grows stronger through the sacramental life on the journey.  There is also another wind that can misguide us like a hurricane it can enter our sail and cause havoc.  It is the wind of temptation.  Our destiny is the shore of salvation but there also an anchor that can stop our mission.  It is the anchor of sin.  This image was given to us by professor Dr. John Bergsma, Franciscan University of Steubenville in a Deacon’s conference.  What anchor of sin has been dragging us down?   Behold now is a very acceptable time to rend our hearts and say “Father be merciful to me for I have sinned.”

There is another anchor Christ is ready to give us.  It is the anchor of salvation in Christ, “sure and firm, and which reaches into the interior behind the veil (Heb. 6:19).  This is the encounter we seek in the “secret” of our daily actions of prayer, generosity, kindness, forgiveness, patience, and celebration of life and love.  He sees it all with a just reward.

This a great challenge of our times, in a culture that hungers for individuation, recognition, self-actualization, and empowerment to “be all I can be”.  Today God’s call is “Be all I created you to be.”  Today let us be his image in the world.

As we prepare for this Lenten season let us keep in mind the Church guidance.  Fasting is one full meal per day and two small meal “sufficient to maintain strength”.  Eating between meals breaks the fast but drinking liquids does not.  Canon 1253 however allows “substitute of other forms of penance, especially works of charity and exercises of piety”.  “Abstinence refers to the eating of meat of warm blooded animals (beef, lamb, chicken, pork).  Ash Wednesday and Friday of the Passion and Death of Our Lord are days we do both fast and abstinence.  All Fridays in Lent are days of abstinence”. (Diocese of Brownsville 2017 Guidelines for Lent)

In every action there is a consequence and accountability.  In the natural law of physics it says that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.  Our sin nature has consequences, some we see immediately and other we fail to see until later.  Sometimes to our heartache we recognize the impact of our sin in those we love the most.  There is a song that gets repeated in many homes.  The story is of a father who in his demands from work and bills spends little time with his son.  The child grows up and moves away, gets married and enters into his own demanding lifestyle.  The father wishes he would visit but the son tells him they will get together some day, not now.  Recall the song?  “Cats in the cradle”.

“And the cat’s in the cradle and the silver spoon; Little boy blue and the man in the moon.  ‘When you coming home, son?’ “I don’t know when; But we’ll get together then, dad; We’re gonna have a good time then.”  (Harry F. Chapin, Sandy Chapin)

We may think of the sin we have done but often forget what we have failed to do, the sin of neglect.  Today the Lord reminds us he is above the natural law.  He is in the supernatural and his name is Mercy to give us a clean heart.

In the beginning of the song “Cats in the cradle” the son seeks the father and in the end the father seeks the son.  In our lives it begins with the Heavenly Father wanting us and we push away like the prodigal son.  In the end we his sons and daughters need Him and he does not push away.  He embraces us.  Let us receive Him today.

No return, no regrets, make it count!

(Distribution of ashes at Our Lady of the Lake University, La Feria, Texas; March 1, 2017)

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