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First Sunday of Advent

Happy New Year!  The Church celebrates Advent, the beginning of a new year by recognizing at the end of the year Christ the King has come to bring us his kingdom.  The King is with us, he is Emmanuel, God with us.

Advent is the recognition of a second coming at the end of “time”.  Christ is the change agent of our lives who is outside of time so his coming is ever present in the “now” of life.  Jesus comes to make all things new.  When we turn to Christ and claim him as our Lord and savior we receive victory even over death into everlasting life.  Advent is our time, our gift from God to receive him daily and remain in him in the moment and to pray “thy kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven”.

In today’s times we are conditioned to an automated living, creating routines and going through the motions of life more than being in the moment the best God created us to be.  Automation allows for vehicles to operate in cruise control and it is expected by 2020 to roll out self-driving vehicles with taxis being the first on the road.  The more automated the more time we have to ourselves.  What do we do with our time?  We find ways to be distracted.  Distracted is without attraction.  Without more attraction to God we fill our time without awareness of God in creation, in others, and in our lives.  The God of the present comes and we ask “when did we see you?’  We are distracted by all the noise around us and all the noise in our heads.

Generally people do not like silence, being alone, or being still.  It is one reason we don’t know how to pray well.  Prayer allows for time alone with God in silence and in the quiet and stillness of life to be moved in the spirit of Truth, God’s will for us.  We are to be engaged in the kingdom of God, not in autopilot.  Each day God gives us signs of his presence but we are distracted from him without a navigation system of life in the kingdom.  It is not a kingdom of “good luck” or “lucky stars” for our eyes to gaze on.  The angel at the ascension of Jesus asks “why are you looking up?”  He comes in prayer, in the Word, in the Eucharist, in spirit and in our neighbor.  In the mystery of the Trinity he comes in the Holy Spirit and remains with us through our baptism to grow in holiness.  Where can we go that he is not there?  We are to see with the eyes of faith, with the heart of love, and with a will to serve in his kingdom.  Jesus does not seek followers who are on autopilot along for the ride.  He seeks follower who will carry the cross and believe in its fruits for a greater good.

The kingdom has come in mystery to be fully revealed in faith, hope, and love.  These we call our theological virtues.  To love is to praise and give glory to God in service.  A doxology by definition means “doxa”-glory and “logia”-oral or written expression thus a doxology is an oral or written expression of glory and praise to God.  At the end of my personal prayers I offer a doxology I created for God in the stillness of my heart.  I say:

God IS good and deserving of all my love thus I am good.

I give praise for all he has given me, much has he given me.

Glory to the Holy One who calls me to perfect holiness

I will persevere to the end and bear my cross.

I believe, I trust, I pray, and I go forth.

God IS good, the I AM, thus I am created in his image in goodness.  As we remind our youth God did not create trash, we created the trash of sin in our lives.  We praise Him for all his blessings and gifts of life our very breath to be creative for a greater good.  We give Him glory and seek holiness, a purity of body, soul, and spirit.  To persevere is to carry our cross and offer it to fulfill God’s purpose in our lives.  How many times has suffering not been the cause to bring about new solutions, new medications, inventions, creativity, and/or unity in times of war and death?  We believe and live by our creed, we trust in Him who is love and mercy, we pray for his coming into our lives to know him, love him and serve him and we are called to go forth into the world with courage till the day of his coming.

As we prepare for this holiday season let us remember we want Christmas, “Christ-mas” more of him in our lives.  Happy Advent and a new year of blessings.

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31st Sunday Ordinary Time

Mal.1: 14b-2: 2b, 8-10; 1 Thes. 2:7b-0, 13; Mt. 23: 1-12

This week we had the celebration of the saints, the church triumphant in heaven and a Holy Day of Obligation.  We also celebrated “All Souls Day” reminding us of the church suffering in purgatory as souls in need of purification.  This Sunday we address the church militant, ourselves in battle with sin and the powers of evil.  We are all called to be saints by our baptism but we must recognize the enemy and be willing to battle for our sanctity.  The gift of freedom is won in battle whether we speak of spiritual battle, battling to protect our relationships, or battling to defend our society, our beliefs and values.  It is a battle not to be our own god but to serve the God of creation and this requires the power of love. 

“I Am” says the Lord.  Am I then also and am I at peace with the Lord?  My peace rests on the Lord “like a weaned child on its mother’s lap”.  Do you recall your earliest memory of life?  It probably is not as a nursing infant but at an age when you become aware of being a “self” apart from your mother.  Until then your oneness with a mother is at peace.  My first memory of life was riding in a Volkswagen Beatle standing on the floor board looking at the road. My stepsister was taking me to her apartment.  I recall barely able to climb the stairs holding on to her hand.  As soon as we got inside I was ready to go home.  She had to call my mother on the phone so I could hear her voice.  I suddenly became aware of myself as a being separate and apart and my peace was shaken.  “In you Lord I have found my peace.”  To be one with the Lord is to be at peace otherwise our hearts are restless until we rest in Him says St. Augustine. 

The Gospel is an admonition, a warning of the dangers of not seeing beyond the human to the divine where we find our peace.  The question I have been asked by non-Catholics is “why do Catholics call a priest father?” if the bible says to not call anyone on earth your father and they use this gospel “line” to challenge us.  The immediate response I have is to question, “Is it not right to call your earthly father as ‘father’?”  Usually the response to my question is “Yes it is ok but that is different.”  Then the scripture meaning is not a literal meaning since “no one” would include your natural parent also.  Scripture is interpreted in the context of the whole or we can lose its full meaning.  That is the beauty of the Catholic Church that over centuries has gathered the books of the bible, provided original meaning from the Early Church Fathers, and continued the traditions that represent that meaning to our current day. 

Jesus reminds us to look beyond the human to the divine.  The Rabbi wanted the place of honor, elevated above the people.  By “widening their phylacteries” the box worn on the head that hold the Hebrew law they made themselves lawgivers that burdened the people.  They made themselves “Masters” to govern over the people not for the people.  Jesus is reminding us whether priest, prophet, mother, father, teacher, or world leader we are all servants of the people, their brothers and sisters in his one body.  Priests are Fathers because they serve the Father in heaven in “persona Christi” in the person of Christ when they administer the sacraments.  Priests don’t forgive sins, Christ forgives through his servants.  Priests consecrate the host but it is Christ who offers himself as the sacrifice in the Eucharist.  We are to look beyond the human to the divine behind the veil.  The visible is a sign of the unseen work of God in our lives.  We recognize God because he is already with us but we come to receive Him in peace that we may be strengthened in his love and peace. 

There are start-up churches that preach the word of God from the bible with only the pastor as head or in our times also by a couple each as pastors.  Many respond to their message and find the message or the music or the fellowship to be more meaningful.  They leave the church governed by the magisterium that provided the bible that others preach from because of the leader.  The leader is still a sinner and when their sin is revealed they lose faith and move on seeking another church, another leader.  The Catholic Church moves its priests often to meet the needs of a greater community in the diocese.  Priests are servants of the universal church.  While we may call a priest “Father” we recognize his calling, his humanity, and we see beyond the person to the divine life which he serves and in which we serve together.  One of the goals of Vatican II was to send a clear message we are in it together.  In the one body we all share in being priest, prophet and king to each other. 

History has demonstrated the importance of the gospel warning.  When people make their leaders their gods, evil enters into the fold.  Then they declare war on others and bring chaos.  The secular society likes to point out all the religious wars in the name of God.  The secular world has its history of wars led by leaders and the people who obeyed them.  It is part of our fallen nature to seek a “king” who will govern us and to fight for that king.  If we fail to see the true king of heaven then our earthly “kings” who govern us have and will lay a heavy burden and lead us on a sinful path.  Consider how virile government elections have become and when one side’s candidate loses we see the anger and uprising in protest and this is not just in this country but all around the world.  Democracy is under attack with the desire to crown a person “king” not servant of the people.  This is also part of the warning in revelations that in the end times one will rise who will be the cause for many to falter and because we have not established a strong relationship with the one true king we will lose our way, God’s way. 

God is at work in us that we may receive “not a human word but as it truly is, the word of God, which is now at work in you who believe”.  This we celebrate in receiving the word of God we receive Christ the King.  This is the purpose of the second reading to remind us of our roles as servants of God regardless of the titles we hold as mother, father, grandparents, teachers, principals, governors, presidents, or priests, we all are called to proclaim the gospel by our example as servants of the people who toil at our calling and state in life for the greater good. 

“Have we not all the one father?  Has not the one God created us?”  The church through the work of the Holy Spirit seams to bring together scripture from the Old Testament, the responsorial, our second reading and the Gospel message as a whole to give light to the truth of our humanity and how we are to live our lives as servants to our heavenly Father and King.  This we manifest in our relationships with each other.  When Malachi says, “O priests, this commandment is for you: if you do not listen, if you do not lay it to heart to give glory to my name” Jesus is reminding the people how this prophesy has come true “the scribes and the Pharisees have taken their seat on the chair of Moses bringing about the “curse” from the “blessing” and become “contemptible”.  They do not keep God’s ways. 

The early church was first known by the title “The Way”.  It was the way back to the Father for those who “have turned aside from the way and have caused many to falter…and break faith with one another”.  We have all one father and God who created us, Christ the King. 

We have heard the expression, “through the mouth of babes”.  A child from the womb recognizes its mother’s voice.  A child by nature listens to that voice and learns to speak by being attentive to the voice of its parents.  It also recognizes in their voice an authority and to the child that voice of authority as parents is the image of God to them.  We could say it is also the first struggle with God himself when they reach the “terrible two” stage and as teens well let’s just say we are all born with a will of our own and we test it all through life.  A child however placed in the temporary care of another authority is known to challenge that authority by saying, “you’re not the boss of me”.  Their faith and understanding does not recognize an outside authority.  We dare to ask then, “Who’s the boss of us?” 

Where are our attention, time, energy, and love going?   We shall love our God with all our hearts and all our lives and our neighbors as ourselves.  To love God is to recognize our one true king and to love our neighbor is to share ourselves in the one true way.  He is the way, the one waiting behind the veil for us to recognize and we will rest in peace all the days of our life.  I am for the Lord. 

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28th Sunday in Ordinary Time

28th Sunday in Ordinary Time: 1 Is 25:6-10a; 2Phil:4:12-14, 19-20; Mt. 22:1-14
You may wonder why I have been MIA the past few weeks. I would not call it missing in action but more like growing spiritual wings. For the past few weeks we have been on a pilgrimage to Spain, France, and Portugal in a bus load of pilgrims going from one spiritual mountain to another. When the Lord says today that he “will provide a feast of rich food and choice wines and destroy the veil that veils all people” we were blessed to be in the King’s banquet celebrating the wedding feast of heaven and earth. Your senses become filled with the awareness of divine life you can taste, see, touch, smell, listen and feel God’s presence. From the simple “humble circumstances” of the Fatima children’s home to the “abundance” of magnificent cathedrals but so much more to be fed and to hunger for.
The pilgrimage was sponsored by EWTN and we found out that they had considered canceling the trip because not many had signed up. Then suddenly they had more requests than they planned on taking and did a novena to consider adding to the number. You would think it being EWTN “no problem” and yet we see in today’s gospel how our natural tendency is to “miss out” on the invitation we receive every day to come to the banquet of the Lord in Mass, in taking time to open the Bible, to pray, to gather together in fellowship, to join in on the spiritual “fast lane” that lives each moment in the presence of the King, on the mountain where he “wipes away the tears from every face” bringing us his comforter, the Holy Spirit, his own body and blood in the Eucharist, “the feast is ready”.
Do you recall the story of the butterfly that learns to fly by breaking out of its cocoon? If you release it before it won’t fly because it has not gained the strength in its wings to fly. It is in the struggle of life where our spiritual muscle prepares itself for the banquet. Life is a pilgrimage. Sometimes we simply adapt to life in the cocoon and forget there is a greater feast waiting if we will work our spiritual muscle to break out. A pilgrimage is an invitation to place aside all the concerns of life’s demands and build our spiritual muscle. The first step of a pilgrimage is to believe and accept in faith the word spoken today, “My God will fully supply whatever you need in accord with his glorious riches in Christ Jesus”. About a month before departure my health started to decline having severe headaches, UGI problems, and a choking incident to add to the history of health concerns already on my medication list. Spiritually I felt attacked and tested as in the story of Job where God allows his servant to undergo a series of trials and the devil took advantage of the opportunity. You question the unknown but you also surrender in trust to God’s providence and make an offering of all of it to God for his purpose.
On the human level you must humble yourself to journey with a group of often strangers in more tight quarters like a bus hoping everyone remembered their deodorant. You use muscles that had been sheltered for years and now have to walk for miles a day with water and backpacks. You prepare prayerfully but also sacrificially because the hour has come for the banquet and you want to live it fully. The following is just to share a taste of it with you.
We arrived in Barcelona to see and experience the Sagrada Familia Basilica, a work of faith started by one man, Antonio Gaudi, an architect 135 years ago not expected to be completed until 2026. He knew he would not live to finish it but built his architectural genius of models for others to follow and to celebrate mass within this G-enormous beauty was a blessing.
We found ourselves also at a Benedictine Monastery in Monserrat among mountains so high it takes a cable car to get to the top surrounded by rock formations and in awe of how faith leads souls to worship so high you are looking down at the clouds below you. There in prayer before our Lady of Montserrat which tradition says St. Luke carved the statue of the virgin around 50 A.D. Next to descend and follow the footsteps of St. Bernadette and to enter the waters of Lourdes. On a cold rainy day you strip down and are wrapped by a thick plastic colder than ice and you have not even stepped into the water yet. There immersed in the healing waters in our nakedness before the G-enormous power from above. While I was in my humanity all wrapped up in my clothes and jacket I wondered about the shivering or getting sick only to experience the healing warmth, freedom, and peace of grace that came from the spiritual immersion. In this moment I lived the words we hear today, “I can do all things in him who strengthens me”. In the past I have walked barefoot on hot coals, and have walked on shattered glass barefoot but those were only human experiences of the gift of the mind over matter. The gift of faith, hope, and love is far beyond any power of our own. It is the gift of holiness even as a sinner we are invited into the banquet of saints. To be among the thousands who come in candlelight procession in Exposition of Eucharistic worship is another feast juicy, rich and pure.
The pilgrimage was to mark the 100th Anniversary of Fatima and it greeted us with the G-enormous Rosary lighted up at night. In the concelebration of the mass I was the only deacon so I was honored to assist at the altar. These shepherd children lived in humble circumstances yet our Lady called them to be visible signs of God’ desire for prayer and a chapel to be built. Today that prayer of the rosary surrounds the world and the little chapel is a major site of worship. Jacinta and Francisco are already among the youngest children declared saints and in God’s divine providence before the 100th anniversary he called Lucia to heaven at the age of 97. It was said she was not ill but picked up a cold that was going around the convent and at the moment of death she declared “it is time for us to go”. She looked around the room to all who were spiritually there the take her, not “time for me to go” but for “us to go”. I can only imagine the joy of Jacinta, Francisco, her guardian angel, and even our Lady opening the doors of heaven.
This was a long banquet and more servings to come. We visited the Cathedral of St. James and his crypt and relics. This time we had a concelebration of the Mass at the Cathedral of Santiago de Compostela with the local Bishop. I was again given the honor to assist at the Mass both in proclaiming the Word and assisting at the altar. Here they have this G-enormous thurible known as the famous Botafumeiro a censor that weighs 53 kg and is 1.5 meters wide hanging from 20 meters and taking eight men to swing it from pulleys.
We visited the Carmelite Monastery where St. Teresa of Avila died in 1582 and is buried. This first woman Doctor of the Church and witnessed her incorruptible heart and arm that are made visible through glass containers. While the banquet had more servings I have left off the one main serving. Each day we celebrated Mass and had an opportunity for adoration hour.
We were also given the opportunity to visit the Shrine of the Most Holy Miracle of Santarem. In 1247, a poor woman living in Santarem consulted a sorceress who asked her to bring her a consecrated host. The woman received the host in her mouth and carefully took it out and wrapped it in her veil. As she left the church drops of blood began to drip from her veil. In fear she ran home, hid the Holy Sacrament and spent the night in prayer with her husband. The next day she informed the parish priest and it was taken in procession to the Church of St. Stephen, placed in the tabernacle in a small case of wax. Later when the Tabernacle was opened another miracle happened, the wax case was found broken and the Holy Sacrament encased in a beautiful crystal pyx. This pyx is now visible is a gold-plated silver monstrance to be seen daily. In 1997, the Church of St. Stephen was consecrated as the Most Holy Miracle of Church of Santarem. The miracle of the body and blood of Jesus is inviting us daily to receive him and we don’t have to go to Santarem to witness it. Today we receive him. The God-enormous reality lives with us and in us but we must be open to the faith and live this day as our pilgrim day, our miracle day.
Now for desert, well I must admit I gained six pounds but I also lost an inch on my belt from all the walking. There was food we have never tasted before and cannot truly give it justice to describe. Each day was a feast, a true banquet only a King can serve and we were blessed to be invited to the table.
Some may say you don’t need to go on a pilgrimage. God is here present always for us. The second part of the statement I agree with. God is present and most present in the Eucharist. Life also is a daily pilgrimage on our journey and call to heaven. The G-enormous life in Christ is open to us for healing, love, and peace. I am also reminded of scripture where the man with leprosy was tested to go in search of healing and accept the challenge of washing in the waters seven times and his skin became like that of a child. God is pleased by our acts of faith, our sacrifices, and our desire to trust him to follow the path he is opening for us to go forth where he leads us. The miracle of the sun lives today but it is the miracle of the second person of the Trinity, the Son of God. Our Lady invites us to pray daily the rosary in reparation for sins. The hearts of three children and many others called to follow lives of sanctity includes everyone here present. We are all invited to the banquet to witness our faith in action and follow in the footsteps which we were born to live.
Let us all share in the table before us. G-enormous is God with us and how awesome is that.

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29th Week Ordinary Time Wednesday 25th

Rom 6: 12-18; Lk 12:39-48
The first reading reminds me of the mind and heart of a small child. They know so well that their parents are an authority to be obedient and listen to. They also know so well that if some other adult tries to give commands they are quick to point out, “you are not the boss of me”. The idea that ultimately we will choose to be “obedient slaves” to either sin or righteousness, slaves none the less but there is a difference. The person who is a slave to sin becomes powerless in their free will and without free will become puppets to the passions of sin. There is a personality change and they will often say, “It wasn’t I anymore.” Thoughts, emotions, interests and behaviors become slaves to the sin and the person becomes dead to themselves. In contrast the person who is a slave to righteousness discovers their true identity through obedience but they must be the drivers of their free will. In sin you figuratively speaking “turn over the wheel” to be driven to death. In righteousness you discover greater responsibility and need to be vigilant. It also build’s our spiritual muscle because we invest all of ourselves, our senses both corporal and spiritual as we overcome life’s challenges and dangers. We gain the power of virtues through grace and experience the freedom of our true nature, our calling, our life in Christ.
The gospel lets us know that as slaves of righteousness our concern is not the hour or day when the Master will come. We are already doing the work of heaven. We welcome his coming because greater will be our freedom. Padre Pio and many other saints recognized their limitations as servants of God on earth and looked forward to the day of departure from this world because they would be able to do more from heaven. Death was a homecoming celebration. In contrast the person who is slave to sin is being warned that even a greater punishment is ahead after death of the flesh. Here the gospel draws a distinction between the sinner who know his Master’s will and the sinner who was “ignorant of his Master’s will, but acted in a way deserving of a severe beating”. Who are those in each of these groups? I am reminded of St. Paul. As Saul, he earned in ignorance a “severe beating” in persecuting the early Christians. In his conversion Paul still suffered a “beating” as the one persecuted and more was expected of him. In obedience to righteousness more was also given to him. Paul is recognized for the spread of the early church more than any of the other Apostles and he shares his hardships in his writings. The question to ask ourselves is “where am I in the Saul to Paul conversion?” What are my blind spots to the will of God in my life? Am I living under assumptions that as a good person I am obedience enough or is God asking more of me and I am resisting him. It can be said that in the life of the saints many resisted God’s call. They had to overcome their doubts, put aside their own thinking, listen to the will of God and even then tried God’s patience when there were clear signs and visions of God’s will. Truly if they found it difficult to say “yes” we too have much to overcome to know, love, and serve God. Our comfort is in the Comforter, the Holy Spirit to enlighten our spirit, to open the path to God’s mercy and to strengthen us in our resolve to make this day, God’s day in our life. For yesterday we pray for mercy, for today we pray for the strength to say “yes Lord”, and for tomorrow we seek the knowledge, and confirmation of being a servant of God. This we recognize in the fruits of God’s love and blessings we receive. In this we recognize our inheritance, a kingdom made for heaven ready to receive him at the moment of his coming. “Who is the boss of you?”

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24th Sunday in Ordinary Time

1 Sir. 27:30-28:7; 2 Rom. 14:7-9; Mt. 18:21-35

Think twice!  I love dogs.  All our dogs have a special place in my heart but I am not one to kiss a dog.  Some people do but I pass on that.  Now if you said kissing a dog brought me freedom well I might think twice.  I also love jalapenos but I would not want to eat 100 of them.  If I was told eating 100 would bring me the grand prize then I might think twice.  This Sunday’s message continues the Lord’s call for forgiveness.  If you recall I started last week with the basic principle that God is a God of order.  In the order of salvation history Jesus presents an analogy of God’s love and mercy in forgiveness of our sin in the form of a debt.  We love to hear that.  The order of forgiveness also has a mandate to forgive others and that his mercy also requires justice.  We are not as eager to hear that justice requires something of us.  It requires equal justice of our neighbor.  His mercy depends on our acts of forgiveness for equal justice in the order of salvation to be perfected in salvation history.  In short sin has consequences and forgiveness expectations.

The gospel reminds us of the consequence of sin but with hope.  How many of us have hoped for purgatory?  I suspect not many but think twice.  We want to be forgiven with a straight ticket to heaven and no conditions.   The hope of today’s gospel is that when we fail to be forgiving there is still the hope of settling the debt without eternal damnation.  Purgatory is our hope.  We don’t speak of purgatory or preach of purgatory very much, it makes people uncomfortable.  It is like asking someone to kiss their dog.  Why go there?  For many our sins call for justice and purgatory is an assurance of heaven but not yet.  What is purgatory?

The Catechism titles it “The Final Purification”.  All our baptismal life we have been called to holiness, to be the light of Christ and to be sanctified by our faithfulness to God, Church, and God’s people.  Sometimes the weakness of our human condition makes it difficult.  Sometimes our readiness to respond is uncommitted.  We desire to be holy but not yet.  Heaven however requires holiness.

1st Corinthians 3: 10-15 speaks of a building upon a foundation that is given to us, “namely Jesus Christ” but to be careful how we build upon this with our lives “because the work of each will come to light for the Day will disclose it.  What day, Judgment Day.  “It will be revealed with fire and the fire itself will test the quality of each one’s work.  If the work stands…it will receive a wage.  But if someone’s work is burned up, that one will suffer loss; the person will be saved, but only as through fire.”  Purgatory is the cleansing fire.  Many of our separated brothers like to ask the question, “Have you been saved?”  The theology is that once your saved heaven is the next destination on some “jet” wings.  We don’t hear the question, “Are you a saint, holy and purified?  The assumption is that baptism took care of that for all eternity.  The problem with the argument is that scripture speaks to the “elect” about correcting their sins and the consequence of the cleansing fire for our sins “for the Day will disclose it”.

Dante describes purgatory as a “place where we go to wash our baptismal robles” of those sins.  It is a cleansing by fire.  The white garment received at baptism is a sign of purity but life brings about the stain of sin.  The stain is cleansed in confession.  It is also cleansed in suffering, to carry the cross, to fight the good fight of faith, hope, and love.  Cleansing does not need to wait for purgatory.  The invitation is here and now every day of our lives. In contrast wrath is one of the capital sins found in Dante’s circles of hell.

I was listening to Catholic radio and they were speaking of death.  The host mentioned the days when churches had their own cemetery on the same grounds as the church.  It was a reminder of those who have died in Christ, to pray for them, and to celebrate life in the body and blood of Christ who conquered death and brings us new life.  It was also a reminder of our mortality and to prepared by our receiving each day as a gift from above and making an offering up to God our good works and sacrifices.

We pray for the dead and offer up Masses to assist the “dead” in their purification through the sacrifice offering at the altar in atonement for their sins.  The Catechism (1032) quotes St. John Chrysostom saying, “If Job’s sons were purified by their father’s sacrifice, why would we doubt that our offerings for the dead bring them some consolation?  Let us not hesitate to help those who have died to offer our prayers for them.”

There are many stories in the lives of the saints where they have experience apparitions of a person who has died asking for prayer or an offering of a Mass.  These include priests or religious who claim to suffer in purgatory waiting for freedom from the fire of purification.  The soul is alive waiting the day it too will be reunited to a glorified body but not yet.  The final beatific vision has not arrived.

Jesus raises the bars of justice when he says “You have heard that it was said to your ancestors, “you shall not kill; and whoever kills will be liable to judgment.  But I say to you whoever is angry with his brother will be liable to judgment…liable to fiery Gehenna (Mt. 5:21-22).  Gehenna is the “unquenchable fire…reserved for those who to the end of their lives refuse to believe and be converted, where both soul and body are lost” (CCC:1033).  Thus we have in the first reading the admonition speaking that “Wrath and anger are hateful things, yet the sinner hugs them tight.”  So let us just clarify.  The emotion of anger of itself is not a sin.  It is how we respond to this emotion.  The thoughts that feed it to wrath and vengefulness leads to sin.  It is the holding on to these emotions that becomes an act of the will for sin is an act of the free will.  “Remember your last days, set enmity aside; remember death and decay and cease from sin!” says scripture today.

Mercy requires a merciful heart for healing of sin.  “Pay back what you owe” is not from a vengeful God who was patient with us all our lives waiting for the good works of mercy from us and then strikes us dead.  It is a consequence of the choices we made by our free will.  It is like the old commercial from Midas, “pay me now or pay me later”. Purgatory is later.  Mercy demands justice and justice demands acts of mercy.  What we are to give is small compared to what we are being offered without comparison.  The good news of today is that God is waiting for us to take that first step of mercy and he will take the ninety-nine steps to bring us he love and mercy.  Dare we be so proud as to hold onto the anger and wrath or do we fulfill this day the commandment of “love one another as I have loved you.”  Choose wisely but remember that heaven requires holiness and holiness is a process of purification and purification is something we can start this day in the celebration of the Mass.  Purification begins with a confession of our sinfulness and an act of atonement that is accomplished by our good works of mercy and love for one another.

We had someone come and speak to our community here at St. Francis Xavier of her vision of heaven and hell after a death experience.  Those are transformational events that bring life, death, and eternity into reality.  We are to live each day as if it is our first, our last, our only day to live as a gift from above to love to forgive and to be the best God created us to be.

The lifespan of a dog is perhaps 10 -13 years but in human years is 60-74.  Do we want to extend our time in purgatory in dog years or human years?  The kiss of death is sin but for a kiss of freedom think twice the grand prize is waiting.

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Memorial of Our Lady of Sorrows

Memorial to Our Lady of Sorrows

1 Tm 1:1-2, 12-14; Jn 19:25-27 or Lk 2:33-35

Our Memorial to Our Lady of Sorrow brings to mind the Stations of the Cross we pray here at St. Francis Xavier parish.  They focus on Christ crucified through the eyes of Mary, her acceptance in a sorrowful heart for she “knew it had to be.” 

There is a connection from last Sunday’s readings and this Sunday’s readings on forgiveness and Mary is at the center as a witness of a forgiving sorrowful heart At the moment of her greatest grief to see her son’s passion and death and before Jesus takes his last breath he calls to his mother to accept the disciple a sinner as a son.  He calls the disciple a sinner and with him all of us disciples in faith to be sons and daughters of Mary.  In the first reading we see the power of forgiveness in Paul.  Paul testifies to his great sin and God’s great mercy.  Paul a leader in the persecution of Jesus is transformed into a warrior for Christ and as an Apostle for the Church.  The power of forgiveness is transforming and brings perfection of holiness.  Want to be a saint, start with forgiving everyone and every evil in the name of Christ crucified and in Mary’s sorrow and we will not be far from the kingdom. 

The two optional gospel readings make us aware that the Memorial to Our Lady of Sorrows represents her whole journey of motherhood beginning with Simeon’s prophetic voice, “you yourself a sword will pierce so that the thought of many hearts may be revealed”.  That prophecy can be seen at the crucifixion when Jesus is pierced by the sword to confirm his death and Simeon’s prophecy of Mary’s sorrow.  Her sorrow begins to take on a mission and purpose and continues to the foot of the cross.  It does not stop there, it remains today as Mother of sinners whose sins pierce her heart and scourge her Son.  She too must bear her own cross.  What is revealed in the hearts of many?  It is our sinfulness.  It lays bare for the final purification.  It lays bare so that we may come to the cross and seek forgiveness and reconciliation.  It lays bare so we can achieve eternal glory. 

The sorrows of life can begin to weigh heavy on our minds and souls.  They can challenge our faith.  Without God they can become despair and depression.  We can also unite them to the cross and to Mary’s sorrowful heart.  They can be signs of a deeper call to prayer, to pray always and to be in the reals presence of our Lord in the silence of our hearts.  It is an invitation to surrender ourselves knowing we can’t bear our sorrows alone.  Here we find grace waiting to manifest in our lives.  Grace heals and strengthens us not simply to bear the cross but to receive sanctification, to enter into holiness.  Our sorrow purifies for it is in our weakness that we too can be transformed.  It does not end there.  It is a new beginning as disciples called to go forth, to share the mission of mercy to “love one another as I have loved you.”  

In suffering there is not only purification but the manifestation of virtues.  Faith, hope and love blossom.  Prudence, justice, temperance, and fortitude become our foundation.  Who we are and why we are here becomes our light and our salvation.  As a song says, “We live, we love, we forgive and we never give up cause the days we are given are gifts from above and today we remember to live and to love” (Chorus by Super Chicks) 

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23rd Sunday of Ordinary Time

Today’s principle message is of reconciliation.  To arrive at reconciliation we need to take a step back to the 1st principle of God.  God is a God of order.  In God we have a need for order and unity.  It can be said that if God is a God of order and science is the study of an ordered universe then science is the study of God revealed in his order.  Science is however subordinate to the highest order of truth, a lower order of truth.  What does all this philosophy have to do with reconciliation? 

To be in unity with God we must be reconciled with each other.  We must restore order to our relationships.  In contrast disunity is the poison of disorder.  We must begin with ourselves.  “if today you hear his voice, harden not your hearts.”  Our hearts must be open to reconciliation to be in unity of mind, body, and spirit.  Perhaps our struggle of relationships is a deeper struggle of self.  Our own restlessness and disunity promotes disorder in our relationships. 

The first reading is God’s call to reconciliation with Him, to hear his voice and be in right relationship with the God of love while the second mandate is to be in reconciliation with our neighbor.  With God we have a sacrament of reconciliation to renew the bond of love.  With neighbor we have a calling to dialogue but dialogue requires the desire for unity and free will cannot force unity in a hardened heart.  Thus as the gospel reading makes clear our obligation is limited by the heart of the other.  We can directly seek reconciliation and extend peace, we can seek unity through others and we can turn to the church as a voice of truth.  We then must let go and let God in God’s time work in the hearts of others. 

The order of unity is love where two or three agree on anything through prayer it shall be granted for the greater good.  In the first reading God testifies that we are to proclaim the Word of God when we hear him speak.  God speaks in scripture all the time but there are those moments in time when it speaks directly to us.  It is when the person in the pew feels “that is coming towards me”.  It enters our soul to awaken us to his truth in our particular situation and to reconcile us in our relationships. 

The Word also takes flesh in our flesh when we witness evil, sin, injustice, abuse, and neglect to awaken our duty to respond to the danger of eternal death.  There is a cultural paradigm shift going on in our society to silence speech whether by so called “safe zones” or by outright inflammatory speech and violence.  Billy Graham started his ministry on a street corner preaching the Word of God’s love, mercy and call for reconciliation.  Today, I fear he would be stoned to death, persecuted or injured for offending a group of people in the pubic square. 

God seeks to reconcile the world to himself and we are called to be the voice of dialogue beginning at home, in our communities, and in our engagement on world issues.  The consequence of sin is death.  How many souls remain resentful and unforgiving?  Malachy McCourt states, “Resentment is like taking poison and waiting for the other person to die.”  Many souls are dying with resentful hearts.  They feel justified in their resentment.  They see forgiving as a sign of weakness, giving into the other person or giving up their cause  The cause is never given up if it seeks truth, not my truth or your truth but God’s truth. 

What are we to do?  Rev. Dr. William Mitchell says, “Forgiving is a gift given in the face of a moral wrong, without denying the wrong itself.”  Give the gift don’t dney the harm that can eat us up alive inside.  We give the gift and let God take care of the rest.  This comes from a heart of love greater than the wrong done.  It is a voluntary decision to give up the desire for revenge and release a person from any interpersonal debt incurred by wronging you.  This comes from a mind that is willing to make an act of forgiveness, perhaps by going to confession to invite God to help us release the pain and receive his grace.  Forgiveness is a process both emotional in dealing with the anger, hurt, and disappointment and of the mind in understanding the behavior, the person, and having empathy. 

What are we not to do?  We don’t minimize the reality of what happened.  We don’t forget or repress the memory we learn to let it go.  Sometimes memory has its own sense of humor.  We stop talking to someone for years and we don’t remember why but we remember the anger.  Forgiving is not making excuses for the other or oneself.  Forgiving is not tolerating negative behavior that only keeps us angry.  Forgiving is not something we do after we “get even”, two wrong don’t make it right.  I remember a woman who came in for counseling for depression and anger management.  She was very remorseful for hitting her husband with a 2X4 piece of stud saying, “he made me mad”.  Anger is not a sin it is what we do with our anger that becomes a poison. 

Forgiveness, reconciliation, mercy is seeing Jesus on the cross and accepting his love is open to all sinners and we can be an instrument of his love.  The world is in need of more and more reconciliation.  The path to destruction begins with the silencing of the voice of the other leading to disunity, then disorder and finally destruction.  Even if we disagree we need to be at least willing to agree to disagree in dialogue.  God works where two or three are gathered in his name.

Who is our model for forgiveness and reconciliation?  The one called “full of grace”, Blessed Mother Mary a model of humility.  The Mother who stood at the cross of her Son’s persecution remained in perfect love and did not sin.    Did she feel all the human emotions of anger, grief, pain and suffering?  Yes, she did.  She overcame them with love.  In Jesus, God became more like man to bring us to reconciliation.  In Mary humanity became more like God to be perfect as God is perfect.  God entrusts in us the message of reconciliation to be more like Christ.  This too takes great courage. 

Literature speaks of four great themes of life.  There is a “comedy” where anything that can go wrong does go wrong but in the end all ends well.  There is a “romance” where life has its passion and challenges that seek a higher unity of life.  There is a “tragedy” with a sad ending, a sense of loss and emptiness.  There is also an “irony” where we are left with no understanding and confusion.  So how does this play out with reconciliation?

“Comedy”: Why did it take so long to make up?  I don’t know but you started it.  You also held onto it for so long but now together we end it. 

“Romance”:  I was so angry because I love you so much.  I wish it had never happened but we are much closer now and understanding of each other.

“Tragedy”:  What happened cannot be undone and letting go is not easy.  I still love you but life goes on without you now and I can accept it. 

“Irony”: Though I will never completely understand I trust in God and accept his will for my life. 

In each of these themes of life we can find God’s peace and reconciliation.  Let us harden not our hearts to his voice calling us back to his love and mercy.  Forgiving all injuries is a spiritual work of mercy.  “Love one another” and we will receive God’s peace of heart. 

Let us pray an act of love and reconciliation.  “O my God, I love you above all things with my whole heart and soul, because you are all-good and worthy of all my love.  I love my neighbor as myself for the love of you.  I forgive all who have injured me, and I ask pardon of all whom I have injured.  Amen.” (Handbook for Catholics, Loyola Press 1995, pg. 8)

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Seventeenth Sunday in Ordinary Time

1 Kgs 3: 5, 7-12; Rom. 8: 28-30; Mt. 13: 44-52

How many lives do you impact?  We seldom stop to recognize the impact we are making in the world.  The lives that we encounter daily at home raising a family, at work serving a purpose, in our gatherings of celebration expressing our joy, in funerals expressing our compassion, and in the streets with the stranger, the store clerk, server, child, or elderly.  We impact many lives and make a difference in this world. 

Solomon was a youth who understood the impact his life would have on thousands of lives and he wanted to serve with an understanding heart to judge, distinguish right from wrong.  We too participate in the kingdom of God making an impact on many lives in the seen and unseen.  Until heaven will it be revealed to us completely.  We journey in the ordinary of life faithful to our state.  The ordinary does not imply insignificance.  To the contrary, if God is with us everything is significant.  We are here to make a difference in the history of salvation.   We must remain open to the work of the Spirit. 

One of the sad statistics of today is the rising suicide rates among the general population but especially among youth where it has doubled and even tripled in some areas in the last ten years.  One testimony of a father whose son named Will a talented boy, good grades, played sports, wrote lyrics for a band, successful in every aspect of his life, dead at 15 from suicide. Like Solomon this boy felt all the pressure to be perfect.  He took serious his responsibilities.  He also knew that if he made a mistake everyone would know about it by lunch time with all the social media at the fingertips of everyone’s phone.  Solomon desired to judge rightly.  Will feared being judged wrongly.  Will’s dad was thinking “everything is great!”  Today his message to youth is “Wow, this is really hard.”  The challenges of this world require faith, hope, and love, they require God in our lives.

There is a desert experience we must all pass through.  There is also a promised land.  The Old Testament daily readings this week have been from Exodus.  Moses leading the people through the desert and each hardship is a test of faith.  Our focus is on the Promised Land.  The Kingdom, the Promised land starts here in the present, in the ordinary, in Mass, in his body and blood, and in our struggles blessed to carry the cross. 

Even when there is a shared struggle in life like the loss of a loved one each experiences their own unique grief.  “Wow, this is really hard.  No kidding!”  Are we prepared to face the desert experience when it comes?  Solomon’s prayer to God is a servant’s prayer.  He understood who he was serving in all he would be called to do.  His prayer was for what he needed to be a good servant, not to grow rich or rule with power.  His desire was to build a kingdom for God, a treasure buried in a field unseen to others but discovered in his heart; a kingdom of fine pearls of wisdom, and a net that catches souls of every kind. 

“We know all things work for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose.”  Do we walk in the steps we are predestined responding to the call, justified by conforming to the image of Jesus, glorified by the love of God?  How do we know?  When we walk in his steps says St. Paul in Galatians we gain the fruits of the Spirit.  We have and share our “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.  (Gal. 5:22-23).  That is nine gifts which we can recall as, in the power of the Spirit he strengthens our faithfulness, gentleness and self-control to become the image of the Son in patience, kindness, and generosity and arrive at the Father’s love with joy and peace in our hearts.   

Fidelity to the word made flesh nurtures us into the gentleness of a child of faith to be obedient in self-control. Patience is also self-restraint with kindness giving of ourselves in generosity.  The heart of understanding comes to know the will of the Father and celebrates the truth of knowledge with joy and peace resting in the Father’s heart. 

All this lead us to an extraordinary life in the ordinary of life.  Here we are called to be the best we can be in his image.  Who shared in our humanity a fidelity to the ordinary and was called to the extraordinary?  It was our Blessed Mother Mary.  Until the angel appears Mary was faithful to her ordinary daily life. It is from this faithfulness that God sees the fruit of the Spirit and called her and many other Saints to an extraordinary life of greater sanctity. 

Today we have the “new and the old”, the completion of the Word in the Old Testament and the New Testament, in the law of obedience and in the law of the Spirit of fidelity, our love in action.  Each life leaves it legacy for generations to come.  It is the legacy of love that endures. 

Come to the Promise Land.  The invitation requires no RSVP, No Regrets, only Mary’s fiat, “let it be done according to your will” Lord. 

 

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Ascension of the Lord

Where does a nine day Novena come from?  That was the question posed to me one day.  Nine days represent the time of prayer between the Ascension of the Lord and the coming of the Holy Spirit upon the disciples.  In prayer a Novena is a longing for the coming of the Lord, the anticipation and a realization of his return.  The power of the Holy Spirit gives witness to his coming “to the ends of the earth”.  Each baptized faithful is a temple of the Holy Spirit.  The “two men dressed in white garments …said,…’men of Galilee, why are you standing there looking at the sky?  This Jesus who has been taken up from you into heaven will return in the same way as you have seen him going into heaven.”  (Acts 1:10-11) We are to look not up to the sky for him but look ahead to where he wants us to take him in our love, our actions, our kerygma, proclaiming the kingdom of God. 

“The Father of glory…gave him as head over all things to the church which is his body the fullness of the one who fills all things in every way.” (Eph. 1:17, 22-23) His body given to the church which we receive in the Eucharist is in communion the fullness of all things from Jesus.  His is the authority, power, and dominion above all things and in Him it is now our authority, power, and dominion called to go forth.  This is the witness of disciples transformed into Apostles to go forth and heal the sick, cast out demons, have authority to forgive and be renewed in the sacramental life through his body, blood, soul, and divinity. 

We long to belong.  It is God’s creation, in our DNA to belong.  Where we belong is a choice of daily life.  We choose to belong to a family, to a community, to a house of worship.  When we say “yes” to the invitation to belong to God it comes with a promise and a shared responsibility.  The church says “welcome” and “go forth”.  Welcome to the love of Jesus and go forth to spread God’s love to others. 

Go forth into a world where there is much suffering, a world in need of the proclamation of the Kingdom of God.  Where does suffering go to die?  It dies where we find joy, purpose, and meaning in the calling.  The calling comes from God.  The calling is rooted in living our core values.  Those values are in our Christian heritage, passed on by our practice of faith, our traditions, and our sacramental life.  It is our inheritance to pass on and our responsibility. 

There is a story of an American researcher who went to study the customs of a Japanese education system.  As he sat at the back of the class doing his observation and taking notes, the teacher asked the students to draw a cube.  He went around the class and found one child who had drawn it incorrectly.  He asked, “Hiroshi would you like to come up to the board and draw a cube?”  The boy said “yes” with excitement.  After attempting to draw the cube he asked the class, “Class, did Hiroshi draw the cube correctly?”  They all said “no”.  The researcher felt bad for the child.  The teacher asked Hiroshi, “Would you like to try again to draw a cube?”  He said, “yes” and made a second attempt.  The teacher asked the class, “Did Hiroshi draw the cube correctly?”  The class said “no” all together.  The researcher not only started to feel bad for the child but felt the anxiety and projected feelings of humiliation for the “poor” child.  The teacher asked Hiroshi again, “Would you like to try again to draw a cube?”  The child said, “yes” and again he did it wrong, and again he asked the class and all said “no”.  By now the researcher was feeling the physical pain of this stressful activity wondering “why, put this child through this?”  Once again the child was asked if he wanted to try again and he said “yes”.  This time he drew it correctly.  The teacher asked the class, “Did Hiroshi draw the cube correctly?”  The all said “yes!” and began to clap.  The ones who drew it correctly did not have a lesson to learn but the child who went through the struggle and persevered learned a life lesson beyond how to draw a cube. 

Brother and sisters, the calling is to, “proclaim the word; be persistent whether it is convenient or inconvenient; convince, reprimand, encourage through all patience and teaching…be possessed in all circumstances; put up with hardship; perform the work of an evangelist; fulfill your ministry.”  (2 Tim 4: 2, 5) Those called before us have finished their race and kept the faith, now it is our turn “for all who have longed for his appearance”. (2 Tim 4: 8) Go forth the Kingdom of God is at hand. 

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5th Week of Lent

Lazarus come out!  That was this Sunday’s call from Jesus.  As we approach Holy Week our scriptures have us reflect more on death and God’s power over death.  We saw it on Sunday’s gospel in the death of Lazarus and Jesus announcing, “I am the resurrection and the life, whoever believes in me, even if he dies will live and everyone who believes in me will never die.  Do you believe this?”  That is the question we need to answer for ourselves in facing death.  Fear of death is a powerful force for the evil one to use on us. 

This week King Nebuchadnezzar in his “utter rage”   has Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego bound and thrown into the furnace but four appear to be walking in the fire, unfazed by it, and the “fourth looks like the son of God”.  How is it that Nebuchadnezzar recognizes the fourth as the “son of God” but the Jews don’t recognize the son of God before them fulfilling the scriptures?  The great sign is victory over death.  Soon we will be celebrating the passion of the Lord and Jesus victory over death.  “Do you believe this?”  Shadrach, Meshach, Abednego, Martha, and Mary believed. 

The fear of death is powerful among the earthly living?  Why, a lack of faith?  Perhaps one reason is we are taught the definition of death is “the end of life…a permanent and irreversible cessation of all vital functions” in Webster’s Dictionary.  This is a contradiction to God’s spirit in us for everlasting life.  If this humanity was the true “end of life” then Jesus coming is a myth for the weak and vulnerable and his miracles an illusion. 

Science will attest that in human development all our cell structure dies and is renewed about every five years; thus an infant dies to itself to become a child, and a child dies to become a teen…in more ways than one…and a teen passes on to become an adult and the adult an elderly person with the same spirit and soul given to the infant.  We are not in the custom of saying each dies to itself into the next stage of life, we say we grow and develop.  We also grow and develop into the divine life and image of our creator.  Jesus calls us to die to oneself and be transformed into his image. 

The final transformation is to leave this body for a spiritual state and then the final coming when we will have an incorruptible body reunited to our soul.  Two more stages to grow into.  Recall the transfiguration of Jesus when he appears with Moses and Elijah, they are all alive. 

So what is death?  Sin is death and death is a permanent and irreversible separation from God.  We fear mortal death and don’t fear sin to the pleasure of the evil one who desires our permanent and irreversible separation from God.  Human decay is the stench of sin.  Death where is your sting?  It is in sin.  Jesus victory over death is not a mortal victory over the body, it is the victory over sin for our humanity that we may believe. 

Catechism has clear teaching on death.  In #1105 we read, we must “be away from the body and at home with the Lord.  In that ‘departure’ which is death the soul is separated from the body.  It will be reunited with the body on the day of the resurrection of the dead.  #1006 say, “Death is in fact ‘the wages of sin.”  #1007 says, “Death is the end of earthly life.”  #1008 says, “Death is a consequence of sin.”   And, #1009 says, “Death is transformed by Christ.” 

It also reminds us to die in a state of Christ’s grace is to participate in the Lord’s death so we can also share his Resurrection (#1006).  This participation we will be celebrating liturgically this coming Holy Week but we live it daily.  Thus as scripture says, “not all will die” but all share Christ’s death.  Let us remain among the living for all eternity.  Prepare to live on! 

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